This is a major bitch post, so pass if you're not up for it.

My confidence of late has taken a serious nosedive; as in, beyond what's normal for me. I honestly feel like I can't do anything right, no matter how hard I try, and there is no one to really lean on. I feel like I know what everyone is going to say and do, and it honestly would mean nothing to me. But, briefly put, here are the main reasons:

~ Quintessent Winds doesn't exist anymore...
~ My playing/reeds suck right now
~ Socially, I'm completely fucked
~ I really don't know if I should continue on this music path...